Haisei - Close to Crying Lyrics

You should've said no
You should've been known
You should've called home
You should just leave me alone

I'm tired of talking
I'm tired of walking
On this road with no end
My heart hurts so deeply
But you keep on beating
I'm trapped in your comfort, bless
Up is the only direction from here
Yuh with you there's nothing else to fear
Without you, I might just shed tears
I'm so alone walking on this sphere

I'm close to crying
Whenever you're with him
What happened to us? Stop lying
You know that I'll keep on fighting
Close to dying
Smile through the pain, oh
Take it all away now
And lead me astray

I f*cked up, I know
It's my time to go
I'm a fool, it shows
Loving you the most
You make me feel like shit
It's so f*cked, I hate this
I do not want your kiss
Tears on me, you'll be missed

I'm close to crying
Whenever you're with him
What happened to us? Stop lying
You know that I'll keep on fighting
Close to dying
Smile through the pain, oh
Take it all away now
And lead me astray

I'm close to crying
Whenever you're with him
What happened to us? Stop lying
You know that I'll keep on fighting
Close to dying
Smile through the pain, oh
Take it all away now
And lead me astray