I'm caught up in the everyday trend
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Tied up by invisible thread
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Walking down a razor-thin edge
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And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
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Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
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Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
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Drink all night 'til I can't walk a straight line
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Feel so low but I'm high at the same time
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I can't keep my feet on the ground
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And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
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I'm hoping that someone comes around
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And helps me figure it out
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I think that I should try to kill my ego
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'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
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I'm all grown up but somehow lately
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I'm acting like a f*cking baby
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I'm really not as happy as I seem
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Still a little kid that can't make friends
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Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
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I've been having bad dreams my career could end
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'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend
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Turned eighteen and I left the city
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I said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
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Voices all came crashing down
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And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
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I can't keep my feet on the ground
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And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
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I'm hoping that someone comes around
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And helps me figure it out
+
I think that I should try to kill my ego
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'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
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I'm all grown up but somehow lately
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I'm acting like a f*cking baby
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I'm really not as happy as I seem
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Nothing's as it seems
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Yeah, nothing's as it seems
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And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
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I'm acting like a f*cking baby
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I'm really not that happy being me
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I don't like the lie I'm living
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I'm way too nice and too forgiving
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I wanna go back to the beginning
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When it all felt right
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A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
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Didn't give a f*ck if I was winning
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It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
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I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
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I think that I should try to kill my ego
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'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
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I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
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I'm acting like a f*cking baby
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I'm really not as happy as I seem
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But nothing's as it seems
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Yeah, nothing's as it seems
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And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
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I'm acting like a f*cking baby
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I'm really not that happy being me
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