HANDSXFEET - BAD AGAIN Lyrics

Now I lay me down to sleep
Praying for my enemies
And if they die before I wake
I'll leave a flower at their grave

I'm starting to get bad again
Like clockwork, the demons begin setting in
I'm starting to get bad again
This time I can't promise I'll win

Sleep paralysis got me clenching my fist
Pinned on my back, I can't fight like this
Take me back to the days when I felt okay
When I still saw color, instead of this grey
When my mind wasn't trapped
In this Goddamn maze
Instead of cutting myself
I'll cut the haze with these razor blades
I'll fight like hell till I see those gates
Fight like hell till I see those gates

I'm starting to get bad again
Like clockwork, the demons begin setting in
I'm starting to get bad again
This time I can't promise I'll win

I hope for me they'd do the same
Take responsibility instead of placing blame
Leave a legacy instead of my name
Keep your money, keep your drugs,
Keep your fame

Life used to be so simple
Now my plate's stacked high
My heart feels crippled
And the sun doesn't shine
Stay up late, sleep all day
Miss anyone who comes my way
Bills ain't paid, the demons stay
With my last breath I cry out why

I'm starting to get bad again
I'll fight like hell until I win

Bad again, bad again
Starting to get bad again
Bad again, bad again
I'll fight like hell until I win