Hannah - Quiet Lyrics

Quiet nights
Have turned into noise in my mind
Staring down this flickering candle
Passing my time
When did it get so quiet
I'll sit here and try to deny it
Social calendar
Stares back at me empty
But the rest of my time
Feels like its in frenzy
When did it get so quiet
I'll sit here and try to deny it
That I pushed you away
And you pushed me away right back
And you say that I've changed
But I'm just trying to plaster up the cracks
Inside my heart
Yeah it gets hard
Trying to do this on my own
Yeah, you say I should have just picked up the phone
But its hard when you're far away
And I feel like a burden
I'm so tired trying, to do this on my own
You said
That we'd be friends forever
Guess that was conditional
And it's changed like the weather
I'm sick of it being so quiet
I'm done sitting here denying it
That I pushed you away
And you pushed me away right back
And you say that I've changed
Did you expect me to stay the same forever?
I guess seasons change
And you should know it gets hard
Trying to do this on my own
Yeah, you say I should have just picked up the phone
Trying to do this on my own
Yeah, you say I should have just picked up the phone
But its hard when you're far away
And I feel like a burden
I'm so tired trying, to do this on my own
Trying, to do this on my own