HARA - not praying anymore Lyrics

Give me one more drink, one more cup
It's like water
One more look, one more touch
It's not over
I don't know, if I'm wrong
Or just what I did
Leave me there, I don't care
Guess I'm numb now
I used to feel like I'm on opium, yeah, whoa, uh
But lately I been thinking I'm not over it, yeah
And maybe if I see shit that I can't explain
I'll have to be the one that just can't have his way
This tugging back and forth has got me going crazy
Going crazy
I been smoking 'till it's 4 in the a.m
I never sleep because the dreams, they're insane, yeah
It's one more pill, then one more drink, that's the way, yeah
Sleep deprivation got me janked, there's no amen
Yeah, there's no amen anymore, yeah, yeah
Cause I'm not praying anymore, yeah, yeah
It's still the same, yeah, gotta score, yeah, yeah
Yeah, we still end up on the floor
Cause I'm not praying anymore, more, more
Cause I'm not praying anymore, more, more
Depression got me feeling cold, cold, cold
This suicide still grips my soul, soul, soul
This suicide still grips my
I don't wanna stay back
I just want the Maybach
Used to keep me broke I remember that shit
Way back
Now they call me Satan
Looking for the everlasting love I don't wanna have to
Chase it
Wanna keep me faded
Listen when I'm talking gotta know look at all the shit I'm
Taking
All that I'm taking
All that I'm taking
All that I'm
All that I'm
Starting to wonder if I'm going crazy, yeah, whoa, uh
But maybe it's the devil tryna f*cking cage me, yeah
I been smoking 'till it's 4 in a.m
I never sleep because the dreams, they're insane, yeah
It's one more pill, then one more drink, that's the way, yeah
Sleep deprivation got me janked, there's no amen
Yeah, there's no amen anymore, yeah, yeah
I just can't stay here anymore, yeah, yeah
I pray to God, I wanna go, yeah, yeah
These f*cking drugs can't fill the hole
Ooooo, whoa