Hardknox - Call Me Home Lyrics

I'm trying to figure out why god took my little nigga
This Shit so stressful wish I had left with you
I just need another night that I can chill with you
Smoke a l and then kick a little game with you
Since you've been dead and gone alot of shit done changed nigga
I know you watching me you know I got that same vision
Confidence is key but you gotta stay persistent
Ima make shit happen with or without them niggas
It's kind of good that the lord done took your pain away
Your granny died within a week you had the same fate
And I keep looking in the sky just trying to see your face
Cause I can still feel your presence from a mile away
You know me nigga I ain't lying about nothing
I seen your casket drop it had me sick to my stomach
It kind of got me feeling like I failed you as a cousin
The only thing to do is fill that void with the money
Apply that pressure we coming one hundread

Yeah cause I grind for it
And I damn sure put in the time for it
I keep reminiscing because you dead and gone
Grind hard ten toes until they call me home
Yeah cause I grind for it
And I damn sure put in the time for it
I keep reminiscing because you dead and gone
Grind hard ten toes until they call me home

And every time I loose somebody it make me wanna try
Cause this life too short can't let it pass me by
And real spill hearts drop when they people rise
And they keep saying that I shouldn't ask the lord why
And ever since the jump Beonka touched to cause hell
I never witnessed pain until that bitch sickle cell
It got your cousin contemplating heaven is it hell
It's kind of hard to tell if Ima even make it there
And I can still remember way back when Clara died
I had to watch Charlene cry like a hundred times
And mama steady trying to tell her she should wipe her eyes
I cant even express that pain in a hundred rhymes
I'm dropping to my knees I'm thankful to see 23
Cause I can't even say that same shit for boujie b
Yeah this shit hurt me probably hurting more then you can see
Your body in a box that finally made it real for me
Cryin tears at your eulogy foreal

Yeah cause I grind for it
And I damn sure put in the time for it
I keep reminiscing because you dead and gone
Grind hard ten toes until they call me home
Yeah cause I grind for it
And I damn sure put in the time for it
I keep reminiscing because you dead and gone
Grind hard ten toes until they call me home