You hurt me so it's only fair I break you in two
No I don't know how I'm feeling, long as I'm not feeling you
Oh you only ever loved me when you wanted something new
Tortured me with drugs and abuse, coerced me not to tell the truth
I cannot wait 'till it fades to black, you'll see what I've done
And I'll see your face, how it changes when they say that I'm gone
Hold my hand
Tell me that I'm alright
Said you don't understand
Why I always shake at night
Like tell me why you're smiling when you see my body bruised
Tears in my eyes, you act like you're confused
Go to sleep in fear waiting for your grip to tighten
Too scared to speak, on my tongue I keep biting
Swear to god you're everywhere, I see you in the shadows
Disgusted at my body, "you just hit a new low"
Push me against the wall and blame it all on the alcohol
I can smell regret on your breath, clench my fist as I take it all
Are you tryna-
Are your gums achy or are you tryna make an escape
Calypso Paradise Punch, f*cking minging!
You hurt me so it's only fair I break you in two
No I don't know how I'm feeling, long as I'm not feeling you
Oh you only ever loved me when you wanted something new
Tortured me with drugs and abuse, coerced me not to tell the truth