Harmful - I Never Wanted This Lyrics

I'm not the same as I once was
My eyes flutter between my faults
I'm not the same as I once was
My head won't sway as much this fall
I'm not the type to leave early
But I'm asking before I go
Will this be the last time I see you
But you can't answer cause we don't know
Don't call me once I'm home
Our bodies will never know each other
But I need you in some way
Just don't leave me alone
I shouldn't think about you when I think of who I once was

And you know my name but you won't say it
You might declare it, but you won't break it off
I knew you cared when we were still around some days
Did you see me in the back seat when you
Didn't care, you would not let me go
But I am not around anymore
And I'm sorry for that

Life is full of these connections
I can't live life without expecting this to go
My apprehension isn't spot on when I'm with you
No eye contact, make intentions known
I'll see you when I see you
I never wanted this to go like this
I never wanted this, I never wanted this

And you know my name but you won't say it
You might declare it, but you won't break it off
I knew you cared when we were still around some days
Did you see me in the back seat when you
Didn't care, you would not let me go
But I am not around anymore
And I'm sorry for that