hate the way i am - repeated offender Lyrics

We're not the same
I'm in pain
You're the cause and you're the reason
That i lay, lay awake
Losing weight
Nearly ten pounds in two days
Oh, and i was waiting too long for
Things to go wrong
Or you to f*ck up more than you already had
And i never did much
Just gave you exactly
What you asked
But the biggest difference between you and me
Is that i'm so in love with you
That thought of being with someone else
Makes me sick
Guess loneliness will have to do
And you're not in love with anyone
You love your cars and your job
Is this you dream come true
Did you know? i never showed you
Anything but loyalty
But you, sleep around
Have you found, something to fill the void
In your chest
In your chest
And i admit defeat cause when i feel your heartless
Body on me, its like i'll never be free
Your disposition is so
Hedonistic, narcissistic, and it suffocates me
I'm so in love with you
That thought of being with someone else
Makes me sick
Guess loneliness will have to do
And you're not in love with anyone
You love your cars and your job
Is this you dream come true
I'm terrified to think
That if in a year from now you came back
I would let you in, without any hesitation
I don't know if you can remember
Your best friends brother walking into the room
Laughed and called me a
'repeated offender'
Is that all i ever was to you