hate the way i am - volcel Lyrics

My thoughts
They threaten to spill over and
Reveal to you the way I feel
I'm sick
Sick of never fighting
Over everything we both conceal
Now I'm glued to my bedroom floor
Can't let you closer anymore
I say
I never let temptation blur the lines
Of my morality
I tend
To hold on to my pride
As though I'd lose all of my dignity
Will passion outweigh everything
When pride fuels me on staying clean
I'm studying your bodies actions
Based on
Chemical reactions
But my heads stuck to my pillow
Feeling sad
Why can't I
Let you in
And feel your skin
Please just
Just give me a minute and
I promise I'll get back to you
I fear
I'll end up giving you just what you want
Without thinking it through
Now I'm glued to my bedroom floor
Can't let you closer anymore
I'm studying
Your bodies actions
Based on
Chemical reactions
But my heads stuck to my pillow
Feeling sad
Why can't I
Let you in
And feel your skin
I think time will finally tell us
Whether you want me or just the idea
I think time will finally tell us
Whether you want me or just the idea
I think time will finally tell us
Whether you want me or just the idea
I think time will finally tell us
Whether you want me or just the idea
Im studying
Your bodies actions
Based on
Chemical reactions
But my heads stuck to my pillow
Feeling sad
Why can't I
Let you in
And feel your skin
I'll try
I'll try to think hard enough to send a message through to you
That I'm sick
Sick of never fighting over everything we both ignore
Will you just meet me at my bedroom door