I'm Not Good Enough Video (MV)

Shit don't feel the same
Always on my own inside my brain
She knows how to hurt me in so
So many different ways
Maybe I'm not good enough
Maybe I'm just asking for too much
I know she knows my pain but doesn't give a shit at the end of the day
I feel nervous when I'm with her she makes me feel worthless
I don't wanna get caught up in this
Ignore the issues cus she got me addicted
I wanna know how to make everything better
But somehow feels like it doesn't even matter yeah
I wanna tell her everything just how much I love her
I know that I can push it down so we can take it further
Talking takes too long so let's get together and do what's wrong
My mind is split I can't decide What the right decision is live or die
I just can't get enough of what I know of you
Even though for so long you made me think that we were through
I just can't seem to find a way around my point of view
So riddle me this what the f*ck I'm going to do yeah
So mistreat me I know you will
Ignore me for so long you've been replaced with 'scription pills
Feels like I'm dying my thoughts are only you
I'm so f*cked up now I think the end is overdue
I don't wanna spend another minute here I'm out the door
You're talking to your friends for hours bitch who you think I'm here for
I opened my heart up to you and then you cut me to my core
Then you text me while I cry you tell me that you're wanting more
Not again
I'm hurting