I don't wanna be in this world tonight
Get out from it all in one sharp bite
If it isn't as easy as I thought I'll come running right to you
I just hope you'll hold me tighter than you ever thought to
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just so you would feel bad
Dealing with my pain
Calling your name
But you would never answer me anyway
Taking drugs when I'm all alone helps me calm down
Every time I think of you when I'm high up I fall right to the ground
So I
Cross my wrists and hope to die
Would you even bat an eye
Talking to myself what is real
Rationalising the way you made me feel
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just so you would feel bad
Standing in the rain
Calling your name
But you would never answer me anyway
Dead
Just so you would feel bad
Standing in the rain
Calling your name
But you would never answer me anyway