Hatronie311 - When I'm With You I Hate Myself Lyrics

When I'm with you I hate myself
Acting like it's normal that you're f*cking someone else
My mind on your mouth
Then feel my heart drown
When you start talking bout other guys when I'm around
I wanted you not your body that's whole truth
Always on your mind after you had a few
Ask if I'm okay because you have to
But I'm not all I wanna do is not miss you
You're on my mind 24/7
You'd be lying if you ever said you felt the same way
All I've given you is loving and affection
At this point there's nothing for me say
Always feeling like I contradict myself
Wanna say one thing the opposite comes out my mouth
Cus I want you and I miss you but you're bad for my health
Feeling horrible every time I leave your house
I love being here with you
Yeah yeah
But when I have to leave I just miss you
So I don't wanna ever come back
Didn't think that it would hurt this bad but it really do
I wanna go back
When we weren't just a phase your lips on mine helped me numb my pain
Friends is fine if that's all we are but when the lights turn off friends seems far off
I don't mind I don't mind
Maybe i'm just blind
I'm not seeing things clearly but these pills remind me
How you were before
How you were before
I hate myself when I'm with you yeah
Acting like there's nothing wrong but baby that's the issue
Pushing past the hurt all of the hurt that done you put me through
I thought I was over it
I thought it was old news
Look
I can't just sit there knowing that as soon as I leave
You text another guy to be with you in your sheets
Shit is tragic so I wanna get away
But I'm pulled back to you every single f*cking day yeah