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I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able to play this cold game
I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able to play this cold game
Here and there I wanna give my Mami a few hunnies
Followed by a few huggies to show it's not about money ey
We don't even talk it just happens all of a sudden
You better off to just walk cause people dying out here over nothing
It's time to wake up
The bitch that gives you headache you got to break up
Stop talking things nice and then you act surprised
When it happens again you just wasting time
That's the bottom line
Sometimes I would love to hate
Often I tried but my heart is just too great
I'm here where are you?
I don't fear but I'm scared to lose
I feel weird cause I care for you
Whisper in my ear but can't wear my shoes
After I realized on social media I'm mostly reading lies
And my family relies I had to find the real price
I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able to play this cold game
I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able to play this cold game
Since you asked me no more working 9 to 5 for some change
Old friends text me and say it's been so long and that I changed
So they expect me to stay forever the same
While the world we used to know has completely changed
My bad
I must have missed that you with me on this long ass way
Was always and I'm still just one phone call away
My love will never change
Especially when it comes to my blood
Yes it was the most pain and for a while I was stuck
Cause the only once I gave my trust have f*cked it up
For all of us
The day I get my next child will be the next time I get emotionally touched
Mutter I miss you so much
And Papa I'm sorry I wasn't always fair
But I swear you don't even know how much I care
You choose what you choose but it don't mean I got to accept it
I believe what I see and fact is
You getting treated so reckless ey
I wish I could help or at least open your eyes
But y'all living those lies which has you pay the highest price
I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able to play this cold game
I overthink and calculate my numbers all day and everyday
But at night I smoke my thoughts away
I need to do this so I can feel okay
Feel no pain and being able...