Life Goes On Video (MV)

I'm an over-thinker
I think I'm doing too much
But realistically don't do much at all
Living in an constant battle with yourself your inner demons are winning
Have no choice but try to leave like it's fall
But my life can be crazy but what you make it can be gassed like its driven I'm kinda
Digging this rap thing
People
Paying attention but I ain't charging enough
I hit the net like I'm swishing but I ain't ballin' enough
I'm doing well like I'm wishin' but I just wish you well
Yeah
Praying for change just like a wishing well
Grandma was sick
I had to wish her well
Momma always stay to herself
I gotta wish her well
Tried to build relationship quick
But that ain't go too well
Well
I'm tryna figure it out
I'm tryna find my way up out of this drought
Came a long way from too big clothes
And now I'm doing shows women in my DM
So I screenshot pass em' to the bro's but I'm like damn
You were never in my shit like
But now I got a couple tunes
Screen up in my whip (Whoah)
Chevy with the tint blowin' smoke up out that window
You may get hit
It depends on where that wind blow but lord knows
Yeah
How you do dat there
My life was just kind of crazy man that shit wasn't fair
I wanted an open father but it just wasn't there
I want to sit at the table but there wasn't a chair
So I stood there (Yeah)
Yeah I stood
My family don't even talk about it
It's understood
My momma don't even talk about it
I wish she would
My father was not alive to make it better if he
Could
(Yeah)
Cause' life goes on (Life goes on)
Life goes on (Life goes on life goes on)
Yeah (Yeah)
Yeah
Look (Yeah)
Da Da (Do Da Do Da Da Do Da Da)
Da Da ( Do Da Do Da Da)
Yeah (Aye)
Imma a change up the second verse real quick
Look
If you can stop for a second and check your vision (uh)
Feelin' like Usher Confessions just how I'm livin' look
Confession is
I don't even know how I feel
Know how to deal
Try and end it all by poppin' some pills but really I'm afraid of the pain
(Afraid of the pain)
Lookin' for sunshine I'm stuck in the rain it really happens though
I'm just tryna cover the pain
I'm always laughin'
As I'm countin' all of my blessings I multiple
Then stack em' I'm asking God like what happened
He don't give no answer like should I stay on a straight arrow
Or resort to trappin'
I
Barely been passin' by while my thoughts have been killin' me
Imma come out this bitch
Just like a new born delivery
Man I'm stronger than ever
Brighter than ever
Been through hell and back
Man I'm wiser than ever
I got it together
While tearing down my mental while I'm building back up
If they tryna tear you down build that building back up
If the coup don't got no roof then put the ceiling back up
I gotta
Hole in my heart it's time to seal it back up
Guess it's hereditary
Shit is scary time for a change
Now I'm eating strange
It got a season shorter than February