All night long
I come undone
Don't know what I want but it's all that I've got
The night's hard to get through
Try and save face
Mistakes flow through my veins
There are so many things I should be doing
But, I don't, and I don't change
My pulse is speeding out of time
There's a demon in my bed
It fills my head with dread
And, this is what it says
"You will get yours!"
("You will get yours!")
"You will get yours!"
("You will get yours!")
"You will get yours!"
("You will get yours!")
I line up that dopamine
And, fire up my fear machine
My brain keeps repeat
Can't shake this feeling inside of me
All night long
Speak in tongues
I scrape my knees praying for relief
But, this thorn is dug in deep
Oh, Lord, you know I try to understand
But, I got to know if this head of mine is part of your plan
Oh, Lord, you know I'm a God-fearing man
But, I got to know if you've got a seat for me
At the right side your goddamn hand
I line up that dopamine
And, fire up my fear machine
My brain keeps repeat
Can't shake this feeling inside of me
If I die tonight
What will I find on the other side?
Will I find my secret name in that book of life?
Even if I pull myself up out of this grave
And, make it to those gates
There still wouldn't be enough forgiveness
To go around to let me in
Forgiveness is the drug
Repentance is the needle
It rips through my skin
Seeps into my blood stream