I'm never gonna go back to the way I used to be, so low, so dead, disintegrating, back into the ground I came from
The broken silence screamed for my life, to feed on what I had left, chasing a shell of a dream that I couldn't see
I'm here, standing in front of you, I'll stand here screaming until my face turns blue
I never thought we would get another chance to see the day, to live our own way, without a mind clouded in Judgement, frozen by fear, wishing that death was near, hope is more than a word us, it's the door to a new day
Here I thought the world had left me behind, but it was me that couldn't get a grip on what I had, quickly and Quietly, consumed by the hatefulness inside, I shut down, closed off from the rest of you, I became so desperate, so Weak, I lost sight of what's true, I lost everything that ever mattered, the need, the want, to try and survive
Take a step through the door keep walking, don't turn around for anything you have a life to live, make the Change, make the change
I never thought we would get another chance to see the day, to live our own way, without a mind clouded in Judgement, frozen by fear, wishing that death was near, hope is more than a word us, it's the door to a new day