It's so pathetic
How I believed you were different
How I thought you were the one
Your name was stitched in my heart
Only for you to rip it all apart
I was a fool to think that you were any different
I was a fool to think that you were any different
Where were you
While I laid alone
Lost in the thoughts that plagued my head
Another night of the sheets rustled in someone else's bed
I still hate you for the lies I was fed
I feel disgusting for even sharing the same bed
I was just another name on your headboard
I always blamed myself for your wicked ways
Always wishing I was dead at the end of every day
You are to blame
I said you are to blame
I trust you like a lie
So here I am still dealing with this heartache that you left me with
It's like my heart isn't even there anymore
And because of you I've become so cold
Where were you
While I laid alone
Lost in the thoughts that plagued my head
Another night of the sheets rustled in someone else's bed
Time and time again I fell for your deception
I wish I could go back and get the years I spent
The years I spent
I was a fool to think that you were any different