Hemlock - Double Helix Lyrics

I believed in myself an never on faith
Circle round speed demon put me on tape
Masked feelings unveiled leap of fate
Keep one wolf alive sheep are never safe
Yea
See this is therapeutic
Never sold drugs had to live thru it
Wish I drew shit
Paint a picture of my life
Family fights and how it got abusive
Dreamin lucid
Spoiled love becomes putrid
Its what you get tryin cross cupid
Born to swoon go farther imma fighter
Father in his bubble wit a spoon over lighters
Put hands on mom bounced years later
Got older all my tears made fears greater
Hope pop calls - see his sons fine
But too busy pushing white like a gumline

I remember vividly in the living room
Mom dragged dizzily out her living tomb
Non responsive slippin outta conscious
Grippin tight pills that got us in this nonsense
Back to the moment at hand try to understand
Just a boy watching medics do what they can
Mom awakes fighting man to man this aint no bluff
Foiled plan screams let me die this enough
An made it thru
Stomach pumped stronger then before
Dumped the pills rehab
Wait theres more
Too young to see the signs or raise caution
Few years later now Im shoppin for a coffin
This pain I never felt, times I blame myself
Took her own life found strangled by a belt
As I write its like my lifes a greek tragedy
Moms hangin there like a f*cken piece tapestry