Hemlock - Weep Lyrics

Oh, you can hear me cry
See my dreams all died
From where your standing
On your own
Its so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer feels like home

Wish I can do something turn back the hands of time
Stitch up the pain in return see bits of shine
Here kneeling at your tombstone reading breathing heavy
That you left a son behind it wasn't easy how you left me
Life flipped up and turned inside out
But you always knew how to take my anger and vent it out
Dropped re-registered school
You always told me tough it out Matt
So god damnit that's what I'll do
Cringe at the thoughts more now than ever
Walking the halls and seeing your damn door closed forever but
Never rose to protect you I'm sorry
I regret through these times that I didn't accept you ma
Didn't flip and turn suicidal like most would like
Cause I gained some stance I told em take a hike
You were right they back stab me right when I need em' the most
During nights I want to take my life
Ma there was always one to stand by me
You called her your angel yes ma I mean Angie

Oh, you can hear me cry
See my dreams all died
From where your standing
On your own
Its so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer feels like home

I could've saved you please bring back that one day
So I'm not here talking to you at your grave
Ma I had those feelings of taking out myself
Break in your room steal and use the same belt on myself
When I dealt with the news I yelled and shout
Went outside everyone said what's he crying about
Couldn't hold feelings in anymore
Just you living was in itself a kind of torture no more
Is it you and me I aint sure no more
Cause my souls dug out theres no core no more
Can't help hear the sounds of you pounding
Six feet down in the ground pleading please get me out
I grasp dirt so hard my fingernails growing roots
Trying to reach you going yard by yard
Can't stop each scar if I tried so hard
Cause everything's positive I'm just a negative charge ma
Though with all of this your son is on his way
I excelled so much since that February day

Oh, you can hear me cry
See my dreams all died
From where your standing
On your own
Its so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer feels like home

And Id do anything just to hear one peep
Till I die is the day I stop this f*cking weep

I love you ma