Thinking out loud pt. 3 Video (MV)

Look, see I
Ain't been talking to my momma cause I don't wanna vent
So I've been going through these problems by myself in my head
A lot of days I'm thinking maybe it is easier dead
But I don't wanna go alone, I just wanna feel at home
If I told you all my secrets, would you keep them in your soul
If I told you be my peace, then would you ever go and fold
You know this saying, yeah, I'm sure you heard it all before
If you love 'em, let 'em go, I'll thug it out until I'm old
And really since a baby, I just need someone to lean on
Aint have nobody else so me & Kesha got the lean on
And I ain't have no daddy, so I'm really just Codeine's son
It makes me fun to be around and gives me something to think on
I like distractions, don't like interactions
Really it's just hard for me to leave things in the past tense
I'm trying to fill the spaces in my heart that I be lacking
I could push you far away, but really want you back in
I know it don't make sense, but I just don't know how to vent
And when I'm all alone, just wanna be right there in your bed
Wish I could go back so we could do it all again
I know I'd do it right, there isn't time enough to end
What if I told you that I lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love you
What if I told you that I lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love you
See, I ain't been talking to my momma
Cause I don't wanna vent
So I've been going through these problems by myself in my head
And really ever since a toddler, I've been different, how I was bred
Yeah, momma raised a soldier in the heart and in the head
See, I ain't been talking to my momma
Cause I don't wanna vent
No, I don't wanna be a bother, I just thug it out instead
And really ever since a toddler, I've been different, how I was bred
Yeah, momma raised a soldier in the heart and in the head
Yeah, yeah