How It Feels Video (MV)

F*ck a birthday i was tryna stay alive
Cause anytime you don't respond a noose forms in my mind
And when the cuts turn vertical the blame is on I (You)
Not cause you didn't f*ck me cause you said you wanted to
And i shouldn't even want you to you've lived another life or two
The disconnect is so apparent i feel like a single parent
I ain't feel real for so long
And you never led me on
But when i came over i was standing in the wrong
And it feels like you didn't care all along
And half of my music is our song
Broke up with the girl
How does it feel
Did it all for you
How does it feel
Never saw each other
How does it feel
The cut that's in my leg
That's how it feels
Everything on dead
That's how it feels
And i know you don't regret
That's how it feels
And was this even real
That's how it feels
And i love you and i hate you
That's how it feels
That's how it feels, that's how it feels
That's how you heal, that's how you heal
That's how it feels, that's how it feels
That's how you heal, that's how you heal
In love with you the living room
A dog two kids some weed not hid
Make enough money we ain't gotta get mid
Used to think I'm funny now she can't even pretend
Fifty is the middle but its feeling like the end
Do i have a tumor or i am depressed
Its a f*cking chore to get excited when you undress
That's how it feels, that's how it feels
That's how you heal, that's how you heal
That's how it feels, that's how it feels
That's how you heal, that's how you heal