The Hero Dies First - Renzokuken Lyrics

I can't f*cking take this
With every cycle that passes
I just want to break the chains of fate
This is becoming more than I can take
I've gone past my limit
And at this rate I'm about to break
I'm so sick of feeling manipulated
Feeling hopeless when there's lives at stake
I can't rely on anyone one else
I have to carry myself
I have all that I need
And when this is done I won't end up like you
You've become just a memory
Will they talk about me this way when I'm gone?
The reality is that everything
Doesn't work out the way you want
I can't carry this burden with me
I'm alone and doing my best at getting by without you
But this isn't turning out the way it was supposed to
But then I met her
A light on the darkest day
She took the grey skies and made them blue
And I didn't know what to f*cking do
This wasn't part of the plan
I had all that I needed
I was fine on my own
And when this was done
I wasn't supposed to carry anyone
You've become just a memory
Will they talk about me this way when I'm gone?
The reality is that everything
Doesn't work out the way you want
I can't carry this burden with me
And with my back against the wall
I hear no call to arms
No rally behind me
I hear nothing at all
Nothing at all
But if I call your name
I know that you'd be there
I only made it this far
Because you are here with me
I'm sorry that I ever doubted what we could be
I've been waiting for you - I've been waiting for you
If your skies ever turn from blue I'll be your (k)night
I'll be your (k)night
I'm sorry - I'm sorry
You could never be just a memory