Heurt - Coda Lyrics

I remember empty sheets
I've been thinking about everything
Haunted shapes of bodies and the heat that's sighing in-between
But there's nothing there, that was years ago
And I really don't have that much to show since then
So I roll through another you
To f*ck the memories out my head and try to get some sleep
Because this you don't want to
And you don't want me
(You don't want me
You don't want me)

I pulled your hair before you threw up everywhere
We're alone again
Pulled off my shirt once more
"I just want it to mean something"
"I'm sure"

But don't you worry about me baby I've got shifting plates and brittle bones
(It's all I've ever known)
It's old news, don't call unless you have to
F*ck me in the morning with my eyes closed

I don't want you saying "boy you look so sick before"
I'll show you everything I learned when I was away from you
I ran away from you
I was afraid of you and me (and what that means)

There is no-one I can still talk to
Just acting
I just hold it
It's like role-play

Was it you?
Saying "please don't sink
Keep your eyes on me
Just stay awake baby
Keep your eyes on me"?
But i don't want to
(I don't want to
I don't want to)