Highly Suspect - Mister Asylum Album Lyrics

My heart is pounding
I don't want to be in my skin
Everybody, everybody's trying to get in
Again

I feel like I'm ready to blow
When you're up against the world, it shows
Baby, I know
Hey, Mister Asylum
Won't you let me in
Oh, Mister Asylum
I'm dying to get in
To get in

The truth is that I can't breathe
And I can't feel and I can't move
But I can see there, so where am I now
Is this hell, I can't tell
It's getting hotter and I'm starting to think
That maybe that there is no God
At least not one I complain to
To come down here and save me
And I'm losing my shit
Something is broken

I feel like I'm ready to blow
When you're up against the world, it shows
Baby, I know
Hey, Mister Asylum
Won't you let me in
Oh, Mister Asylum
I'm dying to get in
To get in

Well I'm out here drowning and surrounded by an ocean of emotion
And this can't be real
Cause this feeling I'm feeling got me reeling
I'm dying again so where did she go
Oh, she left me such a long time, such a long time ago, yeah
And I'm losing my shit
Baby, I'm broken

I need her now more than ever before
Cause I've started a battle that's turned into a war
I won't swallow your pills
Yeah, I'll spit 'em back out
She's my resuscitation
My love in her mouth
So where do we go

I feel like you're ready to blow
When you're up against the world, it shows
Baby, I know
Hey, Mister Asylum
Won't you let me in
Oh, Mister Asylum
I'm dying to get in
Mister Asylum
Won't you let me in
Oh, Mister Asylum
I'm dying to get in

You don't care about the road
The one that lead us to the places we know
For all the promises we made
There's just nothing left to hold

Feels like you just keep on pullin' me down
Sometimes I fall without makin' a sound
Will it ever be the same again?
It took me too long to take the blame

Dark, so dark are all my reasons
And in your bed I toss and turn
My love has grown
Like a vine around my throat

Feels like you just keep on pullin' me down
Sometimes I fall without makin' a sound
Will it ever be the same again?
It took me too long to take the blame

Love, love lost its way
Love, love lost its way
Love, love lost her way
Love, love
She lost her way
She lost her way
My baby maybe you'll come back again another day
Until then I'll just hope and pray

Black ocean, cold and dark
I am the hungry shark, fast and merciless
But the only girl that could talk to him just couldn't swim
Tell me what's worse than this
And it echoes in the halls
They danced along the walls
The memories of your ghost
You are the one that I used to love
And I'm still in love, but I've never loved you the most

I've seen better days
So unafraid in my youth
I can't breathe, much less believe

You're getting everything you had
Every little thing you had
A pure love unrehearsed
I've seen your best and worst
And at your worst, you're still the best
But at my best, I am the worst
It's a curse
Your eyes are lined in pain
Black tears don't hide in rain
And I tied you to the tracks
When I turned around, I heard the sound
I hit the ground, I know there's no turning back

I've seen better days
So unafraid in my youth
I can't breathe, much less believe the truth
Better days, so unafraid in my youth
I can't breathe, much less believe the truth

Black ocean, cold and dark
I am the hungry shark, fast and merciless
But the only girl that could talk to him, she couldn't swim
Tell me what's worse than this
What's worse is all the coke
The ice that numbs my throat if only for the night
My muscles will contract, your bones will crack
It's just a fact cause I am here to win this fight

I can't f*cking breathe, much less believe the truth
I pick up a gun, aim for the sun, and shoot
Better days, so unafraid in my youth
I can't breathe or believe the truth

Your eyes are lined in pain
Black tears don't hide in rain
And I tied you to the tracks
When I turned around, I heard that sound

Hey, I'm feeling OK, it's good
Cause lately I been feeling so strange
Like I been re-arranged, changed
And these voices
The ones that I can hear in my head
Oh these fellas are telling me
That I'd be better off dead
They're painting me red

And lately
It's been getting harder to sleep
These muscle spasms hit me so deep
And every single night I get cold
Like I can't feel my hands or my toes
And no one told me which way to go
But I'm still here, so
Why don't you pour me another one, Kyle?

Why can't I come down?

I'm so cold again
Can't feel my face again, no
My patience is wearing thin
6 A.M. there goes the moon
I feel like death is coming soon and, oh
All I wanna do is f*ckin' sleep

Nothing flashed before my eyes
No pretty angels, and no bright lights
All I saw was the devil's soul
And it looked a hell of a lot like my own

I'm headed away from home all alone
Where it's like nobody knows
And they don't need to know
I get where I'm going, I'm gone

No stranger to the danger
No stranger to the game
Now everyone's a stranger
But who cares? That's why I came

I'm going further than I ever even knew
I'm going somewhere, I swear I'll head anywhere
But I'm going nowhere fast with you
It's the season, it's the season of the sun (season of the sun)
And I'm on the run

You thought I couldn't disappear
But no, ha, it isn't what you think anymore
And I just had a little bit of tequila
So see ya, I'm out the door

I never had another reason to leave it all behind
And I'm never looking back again
I'm headed to another f*cking dimension
Did I mention, I'm never looking back again

I'm going further than I ever even knew
I'm going somewhere, I swear I'll head anywhere
But I'm going nowhere fast with you
It's the season, it's the season of the sun (season of the sun)
So give me the gun

And when I find what I want
I opened the f*cking door
You can keep whatever's left
Because I've had it all before

I'm going further than I ever even knew
I'm going somewhere, I swear I'll head anywhere
But I'm going nowhere fast with you
It's the season, it's the season of the sun (season of the sun)
And I'm on the run

Hey momma, it's me your oldest son
Not the one who still believes that one day you won't be on the run
And I, I won't take too much time from you
I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine
So how are you?

Hey momma, it's me your oldest son
You kissed me on the head and left me out for dead when I was only one
I won't take up too much time
I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine
I'm not looking for your money or even a hug

I've never known your love
I've never known your love
And I don't want your love
I don't need your love

'Cause I'm doing fine here, the best that I can
I stand on my own,
I stand alone, and I stand like a man
Maybe you just, you just didn't care, but that's okay
There's always tomorrow, always some other day

Yeah, I've never known your love
And I don't want your love
And I don't need your love
I don't want your love

Georgia rain just kissed my lips
I live, I live for moments like this
Steady your aim, girl
I know you won't miss
I wish that you would aim for the blood of my heart, yeah

And you know what you're doing
You know that it hurts
The worst, but I stand through the pain of it all
I'll follow you down to the edge of this earth, earth, earth

[Chorus:]
In the name of love, I'll follow you
You fit me like a glove when I'm inside of you
And if nobody's there, it's cold, I'll die for you
In the name of love, I'll kill for

I'll kill for you

Your eyes, they could cut through diamonds and steel
For real, they're sharper than the blade in your hand
They tell me you're strong, but they don't tell me what you feel
I feel there's something that you want me to hear
It's coming in loud and clear
You know what you want, what you want, what you want

[Chorus]

Sticks and stones break my bones
But bullet holes, you know they can't hurt me
Invincible, unbreakable, unstoppable
I'll show you who's worthy
You grab the gun, I'll take the wheel
F*ck the world, my love is real
F*ck the world, my love is real
F*ck the world, this love is real

It's real, I need you to aim straight for my heart
And if you're gonna miss then hit my head and leave a permanent scar
You're fatal but I love who you are
Be my death or my forever
You're my little bloodfeather
Bloodfeather

[Chorus]

Woman, I can see your ring
It ain't to hard to tell that it don't mean a thing
You better be careful what you're asking for
I got a loaded gun and I've used it before
I said now, hey, little mama, let me give you a ride
I need another reason to feel that inside
Don't ask me for my name, it's not a part of the plan
All you gotta know is I'm a dangerous man

F*ck me up, f*ck me up good
F*ck me up, f*ck me up good

Hey, little girl, I know you know how to move
You're dropping it down like you got something to prove
Your freaky hips and them big fat thighs
I wanna get a taste of what you got inside
I said now, hey, little girl, you rip off your shirt
Lean on your heels while I lift up your skirt
Don't ask me for my name, it's not a part of the plan
All you gotta know is I'm a dangerous man

F*ck me up, f*ck me up good
F*ck me up, f*ck me up good
F*ck me up, f*ck me up good
F*ck me up, f*ck me up

I said now, hey, little mama, let me give you a ride
I need another reason to feel that inside
Don't ask me for my name, it's not a part of the plan
Now all you gotta know is I'm a dangerous man
So, hey, little girl, you rip off your shirt
You lean on your heels while I lift up your skirt
Don't ask me for my name, it's not a part of the plan
All you gotta know is I'm a dangerous man

Can't you figure it out
Or do I have to write it down for you
I know what you're about
I'm not afraid to shut it down
Over and over and over and over again

Your vanity's so cold
(Your vanity's so cold)
Your vanity's so cold in my
Heart, soul, please, let go
Your vanity's so cold
(Your vanity's so cold)

I guess anything goes
When you're waiting for the one that you love
It's not ready
Hey, man, wouldn't you know?
That nobody should be waiting for love
(Why would you be waiting for love?)
Over and over and over and over again

Your vanity's so cold
(Your vanity's so cold)
Your vanity's so cold in my
Heart, soul, please, let go
Your vanity's so cold
(Your vanity's so cold)

And I've searched my soul for you today
But this feeling is getting old
It won't go away
I'm lost without you here
My love, it lays under the cornerstone
That the builder threw away
I've searched my soul
Nothing ever came
This feeling's getting old
Right back in the cold now
Right back into the cold, yeah
It's all I've ever known
All I've ever known, yeah

And I have searched my soul, yeah
For you, it's true
But nothing ever comes, alright
And I swear, I'm headed back to the other side, yeah
I can't sit around and watch us both die
Oh, no, I cannot watch us both die
Oh no, not I
You know I've got to try

I need you here
I've tried and I'll try again
You are my friend
This is not the end

Don't overthink it, it don't mean nothing
Just hit the up sound, cause we're getting down
Call Claude, don't forget about Molly
Everything seems better when she's around
Hurry up we're heading to Bushwick
Blue ribbons and shots from the wheel
This band's not good, but they don't suck
And these chicks are dancing like hell

Don't worry about it, it's nothing
Don't worry about it, it's not that bad
Come out where the music is playing
Come out where the feeling is not so sad

Oh, you got the weight of the world
On your shoulders tonight
It's ok, were gonna get you feeling all right
You've got the weight of the world on your shoulders tonight
Its ok, were gonna get you feeling all right, all right

Dance, dance motherf*cker
Dance, dance motherf*cker
Dance, dance the night away
Oh, dance, dance, dance, motherf*cker
Dance, motherf*cker
Just dance
Dance the night away