Hintrlnd - 3am Lyrics

Woke up on her bedroom floor last night
The space next to her just didn't feel right
I got my things and I went outside
But she ran after me, back into my life

I try to think, tried to let her know
Tried to think about how I'll let her go
Dragged around all summer long
Into fall, then winter and so on

Now I'm torn up on my couch again
It's 3am, she's calling me
I can never win
I let it ring, straight to voicemail
But the memories and feelings still linger there

Woke up in my room this morning
The light behind the blinds stays in hiding
I wonder how she's been, if she's been fine
Then again I forget, she's off of my mind

Now I'm torn up on my couch again
It's 3am, she's calling me
I can never win
I let it ring, straight to voicemail
But the memories and feelings still linger there
She's under my skin
Hard not to give in
Smelled her perfume as it filled the air
She's holding my hand
Hard for me to understand
Just why I'm alongside her and why I care

Endless cycles just like the sun
Too hard to drop, break free, go on the run
Things in life, grow through it
Her essence is like a drug that I can't quit, but

Now I'm torn up on my couch again
It's 3am, she's next to me
I can never win
I leave her be, but she won't do the same for me
And the memories and feelings disappear as I dream