I can't believe
The way things change
And yet how they
Stay the same
Since you left
I don't feel much anyway
Just the constant pain of
These days
Mostly spent in suffering
Only have myself to blame
So I wake up every day
With a hole inside of me
Symbols and signs
Guide me to the light
That I mistook
As a guise
Another lie
I'm not afraid
Not this time
Not this time
The lies
Eat me alive
I can't survive
In this disguise
Free me
From this cold life
From this unending strife
I will not be my own demise
My own demise
I can't believe
Things stay the same
And yet how they
Always change
Since I left
I know you don't care anyway
Just a constant state of
Disdain
Misunderstanding my ways
Guess I have myself to blame
So I wake up every day
Hoping to be free
Symbols and signs
Guide me to the light
That I mistook
As a guise
Another lie
I'm not afraid
Not this time
Not this time