Suffering of the Mind Video (MV)

Why's it so hard to wrap your head around peace
My minds meddling deep in the abyss
God save me from my own mind

Time, what have you done with my mind?

Anxiety melting my mind
Depression flattening it in a paper-thin line
Thoughts bruising me in a constant cycle
Will it ever end cause it's never-ending

I don't want to die but my mind says other whys
It's set in self-destruct, it can't bear the weight
Is it my fault or am I a product of the past
Trying to heal, my mind, it's not right
End it they say, just die they say

Whys it so hard to wrap my head around
Peace
My mind is meddling deep in the abyss
Lies, lies, telling me I need to forget
Get out of my head, you were never invited

But you're still there

Who am I talking to
Where did you come from
Answer me

Lord lead me through my thoughts
I will lend you all my heart!
Your Word gives me peace
I know you can heal my mind
I pray, heal my mind
Please heal my mind

It's been an uphill battle since I can remember
These thoughts are only getting darker
Christ, give me your light
Let me see through this

Time, time, what have you done with my mind

If I were to die today, would it make you happy
Mind, would it make you happy
I've got a vendetta against you
Out of vengeance, I refuse to kill you

I will lend you all my heart!
Your Word gives me peace
I know you can heal my mind
I pray, heal my mind
Please heal my mind

There's so much I wanna say, so much on my mind
But there's never any time
There's never any time
There's never any time
There's never any time
There's never any time