HiTone - Worth Lyrics

You know sometimes
When I'm alone in my room
I stare at the wall
And in the back of my mind
I hear my conscious call
Telling me, it's not worth it
This day to day and I shoulda retired at 23 like Mike
But don't come back, but use the numba 45
Let it touch your mind
Visit sleeps cousin
Anticipated like a vacation
Because all I feel now a days is a room full of displacement
But I can't be talkin about this shit so my feelings I replace it
I'm so complacent
Close the door on confrontation
Wake up to fall asleep
Everybody felt this way right
Like
This is normal?
I want to end a life that doesn't feel like mine
Cause I'm smiling
I'm not fine
So why experience this human hurt
This reality could only be a body even if my mind work

But I know this got some worth
So I stay awake at night
And I stare in the dark
I feel I'm staring at the light as my vision departs
Everything is so blurry, am I drunk or asleep
It's 3:30 in the morning and I've counted a million sheep
I feel as though those sheep are my burdens
But I see now that I been counting my blessings
I woke up today
I can hear y'all clapping
See y'all smiles
Walk with the weight of my last name for miles
Smell what my Aunty cookin
Taste these W's I'm receiving
I can feel that
That human experience
This crazy reality
I see my worth through my Moms when she tell me the pride she feel
When my grandma cries to me saying the shit I'm doing is unreal
When my cousin graduated from her program to be a mechanic
When y'all snap or clap for my passion
When my partner hold me saying "Baby what happened?"
My worth can be blinded by the rain my eyes produce
I know it's hard for y'all
It's hard for me too
Just remember we woke up today, count your blessings foo
Don't count them to prove it to me, count those to prove it to you