Tell me what would you do
If you knew what I knew
Let me tell you a story and see this story is true
I done been through so much hurt in my life
I should be singing the blues
At war with love and life
A battle I don't wanna lose
Ima take you way back
It all started when I was so young
See I never learn
How to love or be loved
So numb from the jump
That shit had me f*cked up
Growing up I was down in the dumps
My mom was a kid with a kid
I don't blame her for shit that she did
But this shit got me dying inside
So bad I don't know how to live
And now every chick that I'm with
Just tend to dip
Cause it's never enough
I can spoil em with diamonds and trips 'round the world
But the truth is you can't buy love
I had to change for the better
Had to teach myself real commitment
I knew what I wanted from women
I just didn't how to get it let alone give it
Until one day this one girl came my way
I decided to change my ways
And hop on the road less traveled
Kick gravel cause nobody paved the way
Not much to say
Love at first sight
I knew one day
I would make her my wife
She was already prego
Still couldn't let go
No matter what
I was gonna love them both
You know what they say
You never find someone like you
But how can that shit be true
If I found you
You're just like me
Goofy gangsta and so freaky
Down whatever
Not another better
You was my umbrella
When I felt under the weather
Brought me to the attic
When I was lower than the cellar
Been that way since the first day that I met her
And she came beautiful baby girl
So blessed she took my last name so in love
But then things started to change
How'd your guilt cause me all this pain
You wanted to tell him the truth
And there wasn't shit I could do
The truth it was eating me too
No clue what to do it's lose lose
Cause there was no me without you
Now it's just fight after fight
Night after night
Dying inside
Cause you might just be right
Fighting my pride I still hide when I cry
Now we both being petty
Just lie after lie
I love you that I hate you
I hate that I love you
Like Bonnie and Clyde
I put no one above you
I put no one above you
We ended up toxic and
Damn I still love you
Just you and I
So why do I
Feel so alone
House not a home
And how do I
Try to divide
Just move along
And keep moving on
You and I was so do or die
Feel like I died now that you gone
It's stupid I stuck by your side
So f*cking long kept trucking on
What would you do
If you were in my situation truth hard to believe
What would you do
Relationship toxic would you stay or would you leave
What would you do
If you raising a child as your own and you love em no less
What would you do
If your life was a mess and can't deal with the stress
What would you do