I've never been much for planning. I always found it too demanding. The only future that I want to see is locked up in a day dream. It's getting crystal clear that I am nowhere near getting to my year. It's getting so damn obvious. Obviously I'm looking black and blue but it's part of me to be a little bruised. I'll always be struggling. Obviously I'm looking black and blue but it's starting to be something I'm used to. I'll always be struggling. I wouldn't blame you if you walked away, if I were you I'd do the same. I wish that I was still the age that I could confidently say that I'll be somebody someday. I should know better than to talk about forever. There's one thing that I know all about. I never let go of an ounce of doubt.