Holehearted - Habit Lyrics

Where do I begin with you
You've been the pain in my neck
The weight on my back
Everything that's ever did me wrong just leads back to you

I can't seem to shake this feeling
No one knows the person i am anymore
I'm forever dancing on the cards of virtue & vice

Trapped in the wheel of misfortune and hope
I'm rolling the dice at the end of my rope
Oh I wish, how I wish I could f*cking restart
No person was meant to succeed from the start

Coming to terms with the addiction inside
(Breathe, Breathe)
Laying to waste all the poison inside
(Breathe, Breathe)

Dancing with the devil on my hospital bed
The wrapping of fingers around my head
I'm breaking down

Look into my eyes and tell me what you f*cking see
Everyday's a constant uphill battle with reoccurring fate

I can tell by your silences that this time together
Doesn't mean what I once thought it did