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All this pain that I deal with is the pain from a child
Grew up to be a man, now I wish it ain't mine
Use to wrestle with my brother at the age of five
Now I wrestle with these demons tryna stay alive

And I ain't scared to die, but I'm scared of my pride
And I don't know if you noticed, but I'm losing my mind
I gave up all of these drugs, just to give you my time
I put your heart in the bag, that shit had f*cked with my spine

I went over it a hundred times, I keep forgetting my lines
I hope you see that I'm trying, I hate it when my mama call
Tryin' not to break down and cry, she keep on askin' if I'm fine
And I don't know why I lie, I don't know why

Why, I don't know why
Why, I don't know why
Why I lie
Heart is black Kodak, feel like I'm livin' to die
Know I'm dyin' to live and I don't even know why

Hard to open up to you, baby, look in my eyes
If I pull my heart out my chest and put it in your hands
I'll do the best that I can, so please don't let me go, girl
I need a friend to stick it out to the end

I don't know why
Baby, it's been a while, since the last time I laughed
Since the last time I smiled
Baby, it's been a while, since I broke down and cried

I put my pride to the side to show you this side of me
Why, I don't know why
Why, I don't know why
Why, I don't know why

Why, I don't know why
Why, I don't know why