Home School - Turn Around Lyrics

Flashback 2013
I take a look around to see who's beside me
Nothing but keystone and natty light cans
Then I looked up to see you outstretched hand and

You said hello with that comforting voice
I thought to myself do I have a choice
We went off for the rest of the night
And I wish that I'd known that you'd ruin my life
So I say

What the f*ck was I thinking
Spend my nights all alone
Kill myself drinking
I should let
My body kill itself
Cause it'd be much less painful
Then dealing with my shitty mental health

Flashback 2018
I hit you up to day that I'm sorry
For being such a dick to you
And you said that you missed me to
So we met up

And you said hello with that comforting voice
I thought to myself do I have a choice
We went off for the rest of the night
And I wish that I'd known that you'd ruin my life
So I say

What the f*ck was I thinking
I should just go to the bar
And kill myself drinking
I should let my body kill itself
Cause itd be much less painful
Than dealing with my shitty mental health

I look in the mirror at my younger self and I say
And I say

This year will bring you nothing but pain
If you don't turn around
If you don't turn around
So turn the f*ck around right now