Homemade - Out of Reach Lyrics

Is it the farwell
That's turning on the shades
Or maybe my lost mind that can't kill yesterday
Beneath all of this media that attends to the game
To hear it just bring me so much damn pain
Remember when we would hold hands in the rain
I would walk you home and tell you it was safe
It burns me too much to even think of those days
So f*cking hard I can't even explain
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And I want to hear your voice today
Put all of our troubles far away
Those memories should ease the pain
Sometimes this lifes too f*cking lame

Don't hate me friends of family essence
You would tell me that tomorrow is teacup lessons
Mr. Disney carved stone smiles into our faces
Well nothing in this world could ever take your place kid
It wasn't till now that I sat and faced it
And it sent a tremble down my spine
It hurts me too much to even think of those days
So f*cking hard I can't even explain
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Don't tell me its a sad story
Don't tell me things do change
Ill always pack your picture in my wallet
Attached to it my heart on chain
So sorry that you left me
So sorry that we went our separate ways
But without you my life will never be the same
You are too far out of reach
Out of reach
You are too far out of me