Is it any wonder I can't shake you off?
We barely scratched the surface
Just assumed it wasn't worth it
To us
I've been dreaming
I've been drifting
I've been lost
A memory distorted
But it still feels so important
Yet I
I replaced it with just space
That I could try to fill some day
I've been working to repair my one-track mind
I need a single focus
One that everyone will notice
Again
One that makes me set this other noise aside
And I won't be forgotten
I won't be replaced
But I
I can't seem to keep it
The clarity I needed
I guess I'd rather learn
That you get what you deserve sometimes
And I don't need it
I know that I could leave it
But it won't leave me
Take it from a coward
Placing bets that my willpower's gonna break
You don't want any part of my mistakes
Is it any wonder I can't shake you off?
(We barely scratched the surface just assumed it wasn't worth it to us)
I've been dreaming up a way to cut my loss
(A memory distorted but it still feels so important)
Yet I
I replaced it with just space
I can't seem to keep it
The clarity I needed
I guess I'd rather learn
That you get what you deserve sometimes
And I don't need it
I know that I could leave it
I can't seem to keep it
The clarity I needed
I guess I'd rather learn
That you get what you deserve sometimes
And I don't need it
I know that I could leave it
But it won't leave me
I enjoy the silence
Building self-reliance
And running my own home
Running my own home
But every single way I
Came by what I came by
Makes me feel unwhole
Makes me feel unwhole
Makes me feel unwhole
I can't seem to keep it
The clarity I needed
I guess I'd rather learn
That you get what you deserve sometimes