Hongza - I Hate My Skin Lyrics

I stand out can't be myself around this crowded place
The white noises roam around distorts the back of my brain
Just want to let go
I feel your insults burn again
My colour dissolves
I'm part of your cult
I hate my skin
My identity fades away
I disappoint myself again

I grew up got torn up thinking I had to change
My mum said please fit in or they'll make you go insane
Just want to go home
I feel your words homing in again
My colour dissolves
I'm part of your cult
I hate my skin
My identity fades away
I disappoint myself again

Don't say I'm ugly
Your eyes are small you can't see
Dyed my hair so you'd love me
And hide what seemed so Chinese
Hate my skin
Forgive this young teen

Just want to let go
I feel your insults burn again
My identity fades away
I disappoint myself again"