Honor - Shapes and Lines Lyrics

So hurt, can't do this anymore
You're wide awake and watching yourself in the mirror drinking all the
Blood from everything they said
Everything they swear they didn't mean
It burns; never felt this fire before
You feel your heart smolder as you watch them leave again
Blood and money on the floor
Everything but love, it left a scene

All this passion I'm filled with must be terminal
I'm just a timeline with a voice and heart
If this is what it takes to save our lives, then so be it

I've been numb to the mixture that's been creeping in again
By the time I taste the poison it'll be too late to spit out
I've been deaf to the questions you've been asking me
By the time I found the answer would you have stuck around to hear it?

So hurt can't do this anymore
You're wide awake and watching yourself in the mirror drinking all the
Blood from everything they said
Everything that they swear they didn't mean
It burns never felt this fire before
You feel your heart smolder as you watch them leave again
Blood and money on the floor
Everything but love, it left a scene

Flashbacks to the old house
Where does my mind go?
Been making trash from treasure
Blue blood turns white gold
Live action heart surgery
Draw in an audience
The song is just for looks now
The glow for ambiance
I'll show you iridescence
In all the saddest ways
I am wearing black to mask it
Shown colors fade away
You said please go live fluorescent
Love is only a hot mess
I don't know how to function much
But I'll give it my best
Is this painful, or euphoric? Oh
Ignore or explore it Oh yeah
Ignore or explore it Oh yeah
Painful or euphoric Oh

Well I guess you rang
It's 3 o'clock in the morning
And cataclysmically speaking
What the hell were we thinking
Emotions, lines, and shapes
Connect heart to brain
Cause you're just the sigh before the words I love you
I'm that feeling when you just can't fall asleep
Gave me another drop
Maybe two or more
And then we forgot
Going through the motions
Gave all that she got
Left him numb and distraught
With that novocaine, that cocaine, that hurricane
She watched the blood stream from his eyes and nose like the movies
Drank the tincture of his life force
Like marshmallow smoothies
And they'll eat what we drop, those vultures, they're scavenging secondhand information
You're always missing something
But never missing out
And you'd better believe it, or do you even see it yet?
Did you lose your whereabouts turning up with nothing
But something you can write about that no one cares to hear you sing aloud
I'm sipping on transgressions and alchemy
Pushed in the deep end where I like to think
That stress only makes diamonds
Til I'm hands up spinning, sucked down the drain til I drown
So say you're sick to your stomach and I'm so sick in the head
Insecure and wholly incomplete again

The tension in your voice is making me homesick, ten forty nine away
The bed we lie in isn't all that we wanted, but it's the one we made
It's hard to swallow drink it down with the potion, and show me what you see
Through hollowed that once held the world up
I've seen eternity