Hooseki - Qs W/O As Lyrics

I can't identify
The face of these feelings sometimes
Mine spinning in place
A fan on the ceiling and my
Heart strings playing out of tune
What are we doing?
I think I struck a chord when my vocals stoped working
If I can't explain myself aloud
I decided I'd write it down
Pull off the pen cap
Release the kraken
No hiding behind a wall
Bringing my guard down
Remove my smarty pants
Let the backside of my moon hang out
Forgive me for the visual
It's just a metaphor
Words at my lips but I never lit the cig befoe
The only smoke I've ever breathed was second hand
My life has been a binge watch of broken plans

I got so many questions that
You don't have the answer for
Not too many know the depth of
What I have been praying for
So many answers that
I still have been waiting for
If only you felt the depth of
What I have been praying for

Are you ok?
I really hope your heart is safe
I go back and forth
I pace in place
I miss your face
I miss your face
Why couldn't you tell me what was really in your head?
You left me in the dark and I left you on read
I think about the things that we could have said
I wish I never ever ever kissed your neck
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
So many wrongs that I wanna right
This be another song that I write
Feel like when I try to talk I bite
I cried
This ripped me apart
Your brother saw my face
Felt the weight in my heart
I wanted to be close but you pushed me so far
Pain and confusion as it ripped me apart
You have every right to cut me off
Sorry for the way I may be coming off
I guess it was right for you call this off
Now all this weight will be coming off

Hey Jared
So I had a really crazy weird idea
Me and my mother are up in Flagstaff over the weekend
We're going to be here til Sunday afternoon
My dad and uncle are coming up today
If you're free then it'll be really cool
If you like got a ride with them up here
And then we'll bring you back
So call back and tell me
Bye

I got so many questions that
You don't have the answer for
Not too many know the depth of
What I have been praying for
So many answers that
I still have been waiting for
If only you felt the depth of
What I have been praying for

I got so many questions that
You don't have the answer for
Not too many know the depth of
What I have been praying for
So many answers that
I'm no longer waiting for
If only you felt the depth of
What I have been praying for you