Houseplant Junkie - Just As I'm Going Lyrics

It's funny how just as I'm going
These thing start to happen
We get back in touch or I meet that girl I've been
Seeing around and been too scared to talk to
Now I'm up and it's stressing me out again
How quickly I jump at the chance to pretend
This is the only chance I'll get
At a love that loves me correct
I've lost faith in
Someone amazing
Now I feel like I'm the problem
I feel small as that river feeds
Down and out into oceans
And so far away from here
I feel small as that river bends
Down and out of sight of that dock
And what could've been
Now it's time that I shake this irrational fear
The people I want never want me
It's clear I need to relax not collapse this time
I need to relax not collapse this time
It's funny how just as I'm going these things start to happen
It always works out that I'm at the back end
Of a line waiting for something
And I don't know what but I've heard it's exciting
I've lost faith in
Someone amazing
Now I feel like I'm the problem
I feel small as that river feeds
Down and out into oceans
And so far away from here
I feel small as that river bends
Down and out of sight of that dock
And what could've been