Howie Stackz - Drifting (feat. Danny Siavichay) Lyrics

How you feeling?
All them things that I was sayin I ain't mean 'em
I know you probably think that I'm the meanest
But you live a fantasy, that's our main disagreement
Yea I f*ck like it's love, but we know that's just a habit
Girl you know I'm an addict, can't you tell I got baggage?
I got hoes on my line, I'm surprised I can hide it
Try and hold it inside, I know that's how you like it
If you want to leave me girl, I'll help you hold the door
Yea I probably need you but I'd rather be alone
And I keep it moving cuz it's all a nigga know
I'm just trying to tell you before it starts to take a toll

Now I'm riding solo with a solo cup, and I'm coked up
I popped a half a pill, she f*ck me like we broke up
Yea my life surreal, She rode me til I woke up
No sleep paralysis, all these demons I'm carrying

I can't be what you want me to be 'cause you know I'm selfish
And I know you selfish too but you want me to think you selfless
I got problems and I can't solve em
I can't ask you to wait for nothing
I think I'm drifting away I can't help it

I wish I couldn't see the future when I look into the mirror
I ain't like these other niggaz but I couldn't treat you different
I just don't understand why you can't SEE, what the f*ck I'm seeing
You don't even hear me like you Tessa & I'm Michael B.
Here's Johnny making Wendy scream like a movie scene
Caught between a f*cking wedding ring and a memory
I know you never had a taste, this the recipe
Writing like I'm James Caan, you're my Misery

I can't be what you want me to be 'cause you know I'm selfish
And I know you selfish too but you want me to think you selfless
I got problems and I can't solve em
I can't ask you to wait for nothing
I think I'm drifting away I can't help it