Hub - PLACEHOLDER Lyrics

I woke up with you crying on my shoulder
We fight like every October
I wonder if we ever get closer
But we could never get sober, damn
I could wait for you all night, darling
Couldn't keep a job when you always calling
Life is a trip when I'm done falling
For you

That's where it all came from
That's where it all begins
You throwing your tantrums
You faking we're friends
And you got all the answers
Or at least you pretend
I fell in love with an actress
When will the movie end

I love the thought of you loving me back

I know I'm a place, a placeholder
I know I'm a place,
A placeholder

Addicted to the thought of what was ours
But now just mine
I told you I was happy
Drowning secrets in a lie
Now I drink too much
My body's aching all the time
So I'll have another
Cause I'm missing you tonight

And I don't feel the sun no more
Just the numbing of my flesh
Abandon all the things I know
So I could get some rest
Tell me what you want from me
I'm giving you my best
Infatuated with the thought
Of getting you to love me back

I love the thought of you loving me back

I know I'm a place,
A placeholder
I know I'm a place,
A placeholder
I know I'm a place,
A placeholder

I know I'm a place,
A placeholder