HuggY - what shall i do Lyrics

Everybody knows I'm a piece of garbage, Everybody knows I'm a piece of garbage
Everybody knows I want no part in it, But that still makes me human garbage
I was lost and found once again, Tear me to shreds I don't want
I grew up in a privileged home, I don't expect your sorrows
But now I've opened my eyes, What should I do with this life
Should I let it go? All alone in the closet, Left my heart by the door, Go f*cking find it
I don't know how I'll fix my mistake, hide it
Hold me close I'm starting to break, I don't even know how to cope
Hold me close I'm starting to break, I don't even know how to cope
Hold me close I'm starting to break, I don't even know
There's only one thing to do
A perilous journey take through
Not for the faint heart I will
Save their lives for a reason
Will I succeed or die
As I ask for forgiveness
How can I say I am
As I take my life
In my own hand