Hunter Powell - Numb Thing Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is it still called anxiety
If my fears are all coming true?

Something was guiding me
Now I'm left here without a clue

I need a drag
Filled up with hash
I think I've felt enough

I need to crash
Still wake up sad
I will I keep this up

One place
I found relief
Feel like that's not enough

I'm losing my mind
I should have never grown up

Close my eyes and shut off thoughts
For a minute
I need to know if I am lost
Or I'm finished

You can try to pick me up
If you see me down
If you see me down

Why can't I let it go?
I guess some things I'll never know
Just go through the push and pull
I should never gotten old

(Bridge)
Only my heart to shame
Only my mind to tame
Only my lane to stay
Only myself to blame

Only my hell to pay
I'm needing a way away
But no one can help me fade
Cause only myself is to blame

[Chorus]
No one runnin' 'round my mind these days
And only myself is to blame
I cannot lie
I cannot lie
I miss the pain

I've just gotten use to feeling nothing
I'm stuck on this numb thing
Use to feeling nothing
I hate that I've gotten so use to this numb thing

[Verse 2]
Watching all I built disintegrate
Only one person to blame
I'm tryna find out if I'm just too early
Or really late
Cause they feel the same
And I can't barely feel a thing

(Bridge)
Only my mind to tame
Only my lane to stay
Only myself to blame

Only my hell to pay
I'm needing a way away
But no one can help me fade
Cause only myself is to blame

[Chorus]
No one runnin' 'round my mind these days
And only myself is to blame
I cannot lie
I cannot lie
I miss the pain

I've just gotten use to feeling nothing
I'm stuck on this numb thing
Use to feeling nothing
I hate that I've gotten so use to this numb thing

Yeah-yeah
This numb thing
I hate that I've gotten so use to
This numb thing