Therapy
I tried therapy for two years
Changed my therapist a few times
Only to realize
Even my therapist hasn't been through what i have survive
So they had no solutions for me
Other than the basic care to lead me to recovery
Then I went back to school to learn more
About mental health
I studied for a year plus to become a counselor
I found profound information
It gave me insightful knowledge and skill to teach the world
But it didn't heal me
So I realized
My ancestors were my only answer
As they have walked through a similar path
Like I have been
Mine, just more different
As I am the one who came to challenge
Challenge everything they knew
Were scared of
Called abomination
Scars, they didnt look at
Pains they didnt know how to heal
Their very own generational curse breaker
So i turned to them
As they are the ones who sent me in the first place, even though I agreed to it
Though therapy was the starting point
To uncovery alot that i wasnt meant to uncover.
Therapy gave me the basis
I am the one who was ready to put in the work
So I asked my ancestors to show me
And they have guarded me ever since
I see clearly now
Without wavery.
