I Am War - My Love Affair With Disaster Lyrics

No longer a zombie, I sat up and walked
Walked out the door
Freed myself from burdens, I jumped up and ran
Ran out the door

I can't live that way anymore, depressed by what I love
I can't live that way anymore, loving what makes me depressed
A never ending disaster, a love affair with evil symphony

My passion is mine
Where I walk it walks with me
My passion is mine
Always burning in me, you can't fade me out

Pull, pull, pull, pull, pull me down
Back underneath, back underneath
Back under deep, dark ground again
Pull me down, so I can't see
So I can't think, so I can't be myself again

I'll get out, I'll find relief
So I so you, so we can f*ck me up again
No one's fault
Incomplete
Not denial
I just see
What's in front of me?