Ian Cuthbertson - Now I Trust in God Lyrics

All those times I was afraid
Of dyin'
Kept me from livin'
Livin' my life
All those times out there fishin'
I didn't know what we were fishin' for
I wished we'd fished a little more
Before you walked through heaven's door
And all those times I walked away
Went off on my own
Put down my phone
Didn't wanna talk to anyone
Was I hidin' from my family
Did I need a good escape
Did I find all of the answers and throw them all away
Left astray and falling all apart
Now I trust in God with all my heart
When I'm hiding in my mind
Might as well be dyin'
I know I ain't been livin'
Like I should
When I'm wasting all my time
Cryin'
I know I ain't been tryin'
Like I could
Was I hidin' from my family
Did I need a good escape
Did I find all of the answers and throw them all away
Left astray and falling all apart
Now I trust in God with all my heart
And I realize now
All that time I spent with you was all I was fishin' for
Well, anyhow,
I guess I'll do the same for my grandboy
All those times I was afraid
Of dyin'
Kept me from livin'
Livin' my life