Ian Kenville - My Soul, My Dark Confession Lyrics

My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson

My greatest fear is that I'll die alone
I'll be chillin at my home, all my friends are dead and gone
I'll be the one who never settled down
I'll be the friend who's high on life but never wife'd one for his arm
Maybe I missed the one
I've been with girls I thought would last
But other dudes just came right through, and than my girl just went and smashed
And now I'm hangin back
I ain't fit for the pack
Tell me this a test, like I was made for rap
Or I'm just missing facts, like I'm waiting for a queen
But my life is getting tourn, starts to show around the seems
And the pain ain't gone away from when you left me with my dream
Or when you cheated back in Spring, or when you said we wouldn't be
But than you said you wouldn't leave, I'm staring at the leaves
That park where we first met, shared that kiss between the seats
But I'm dealing with regret, what went down between the sheets
I'm still dealing with deceit, this ain't who I'm gonna be (Nah)

My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson

My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson
My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson

Half of y'all second guess me
Ya My pen ain't perfected
And I'm jealous that I never get invited to weddings
What the hell is my issue
Well this just ain't the ending
And my greatest fear is that I'll be alone at my ending
Led Zepplin my ryhthems
Write my stairway to heaven
Lemme count all my blessings
I'm struggling with depression
Cause depression is prison
And my thoughts are the captives
And my bars are the limits
And anxiety's crippling

My Soul, My Dark Confession
(My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson)
My Soul, My Dark Confession
(My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson)