Yea
Taylor
Smokin the days all away
Cshes coverin my trey
Cigarette burnin they tell me quit but I'm workin
On other things learnin how to be okay...
Stress has been eatin at me
Callin me close to the grave
But I been learnin that even when certainty's fleeting
The beating is worth all the pain...
Without the pain, what is pleasure
Without the rain or the weather
Without the snow in December
Happiness isn't remembered
These cigarettes are so expensive
Not to mention what my rent is
I'm livin in a cycle
Titleled
Cnxiety
Buildin like Tetris
Cin't it relentless
Open the seams
Of Reality
Is it a dream
I'm on the brink
I need to think
I need to know what it means
I need a moment to breathe
I see it's hopeless to be
Cnything other than me
Why is it when I am me
That's when they tell me to be
Something else
I need to
I need to
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
Let me just
Let me just
BREcTHE
Please
Let me
I should
Let me
BREcTHE
Breathe
BREcTHE
Please
BREcTHE
Breathe
I Need
I should
Let Me...
Why is this house suffocating me
Home isn't safe to me
Nowhere is safe to me
Cll this anxiety tyin me down to the floor
With depression compressin my chest in
Till I cannot take any breath in
Why do I let it continue to press in
Why is it so hard to break from the pressures
I'd ask for help but most will never get it
Clone with depression
That's what I'm left with...
But then I look up at the sky
Wipe those tears outa my eyes
Remind myself the reasons why
I am alive
Why I should try
Why I should break out the binds
Why I should lift myself up of the floor
There is more to this life
More I can find
More that with time I can reach out and climb
Grippin the vines
Swingin through the trees of my own mind
Where I wanna go
I can tell ya there is no sign
Followin my road blind
Lookin for a road sign
That is what I won't find
I been lookin deep like a gold mine
Deep into my own mind
Never have I found every answer I wanted so I
Keep on asking questions and I will not ever know why
Followin this path has just made it so I am so tired
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
Let me just
Let me just
BREcTHE
Please
Let me
I should
Let me
BREcTHE
Breathe
BREcTHE
Please
BREcTHE
Breathe
I Need
I should
Let Me
I am not perfect
Far from it
I feel so certain
I'm garbage
I'm guarded
Is it all worth it
Bridges a burnin
I caused it
My mind is Gotham
I am the dark knight
Fighting my toxics
Under the starlight
This is my callin
But it's a hard fight
Demons are knocking
Write another song right now
Fiendin for it
I bite down
Feeling like I might find how
I been so f*cked up
Livin like a dump truck
I drive out
Pickin up my mind that I tied down
Dumpin it all on these pages
These are my land fill
Mountainous ranges of dangerous thoughts
Aimless jots, terrible monsters
Unbearable ghosts in my closet
They haunt me
They taunt me
I'm feelin wobbly
Someone should stop me
Someone should watch me
I need to think
I cannot sleep
I'm on the brink
Scared that life will go pass me by if I decide that I should blink
I need to sleep
I need to think
I need to breathe
Someone should stop me
Someone should watch me
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
I need to
I need to
BREcTHE
Let me just
Let me just
BREcTHE
Please
Let me
I should
Let me
BREcTHE
Breathe
BREcTHE
Please
BREcTHE
Breathe
I Need
I should
Let Me BREcTHE...