[ Featuring Rivilin x Sepha. ]
I don't wanna die
Or kill myself
I just want to disappear
Until I feel okay
You didn't want to understand
That's fair, that's ok
My head just hurts a lot
And every day just ends in constant pain
I met him down underneath
In the dark depths of my dreams
He tells me don't trust a soul
Cause no one is ever as they seem
Too bad it doesn't matter anymore
Glock straight to the temple
Dreams of dying by the door
And you can't get in
Cause my body's in the way
And you're screaming out for help
But nobody turns your way
And lately every night
Is plagued by nightmares
Waking in a sweat
Yeah I know I need some therapy
But I can't get a grip
Cause I can't afford the rent
And I can't afford to eat
Man, I always try my best
But this tastes just like defeat
Every time that I said I was fine
I was never
I was never
They who interrupt every dream of mine
I'll flee from them forever
Flee from them forever
Maybe I'll just look away
Maybe I'll just quit this
Maybe I'll just flee forever
Maybe I'll just flee forever
Maybe I'll just look away
Maybe I'll just quit this
Maybe I'll just flee forever
Maybe I'll just flee
Nightwalking dark alleys with a shrug
Self critical thoughts like a warm hug
Affirmations crushed like a bug
With a hard shell under your heel
As days get shorter
Feels like time tries to steal
All the comfort that you held onto
And say get real
Here's responsibility laid on a plate
Sorry that it's dry and it has no taste
Every time that I said I was fine
I was never
I was never
They who interrupt every dream of mine
I'll flee from them forever
Flee from them forever
Maybe I'll just
Flee from them forever
Maybe I'll just
Flee from them forever
Maybe I'll just
Flee from them forever
Sometimes
The only way out
Is to fade away
Leave everything behind
And never look back
